I woke up late, i forgot something at home. Got on the train and who is the last person i expected to see on the train, if you guessed Luis your right. I felt like i was on the raging bull and my stomach just dropped in awe. Im trying so hard not to think of him and let him be and by some higher power i saw him. I hated it. I feel like shit i was doing so good and now i feel like im just a waste of space. God truly finds the need to fuck me over. Fuck this.
I just don know what there is anymore, i act as if im ok and i know im not. Everyone knows it. What is wrong with me im so pathetic. I knew better i took a vow not to fall in love again and i slipped, such a beautiful thing is not meant to last. There isnt any going back to the good times and hes officially over everything and acts as if he never went out of his way to make me happy or that he didnt come to my house everyday and we would just talk for hours. Its so much better to be a bitch than sit here and expect things of people or letting things you feel take over. I swear i hope there is something greater than the world we live in.
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